true love never ever ends

Tuesday, February 27, 2007 @ 2:15 PM

reach home from SCHOOL.
the MA2 exam paper today was eh, i can't say i will ace the paper.
neither can i say it's difficult.
but all i can say was i knew how to do the paper.
should be able to pass.

went for lunch.
well i think everyone is gambling for the week,
my dad and my mom was also. i mean it's cny lah.
dad went to my cousin house play mahjong on sat.
my mom went with him.
then my mom,with my cousins, and aunt and uncle went to NSRCC and play jackpot.
how i wish im 21 now.
HAHS.
and they win lah.
haha.think so.
hm.

tired.
couldn't sleep at all last night.

tomorrow i shall bring my CAMERA to school.

and good luck to my friends for their A level result this friday.
:)

till then.

Monday, February 26, 2007 @ 9:55 PM

《发现爱》

叽叽喳喳路人小孩
噘嘴的你站在露台
阳光眯着眼看我们
同时也发现爱

嘀嘀咕咕我该不该让你看穿
冰淇淋的默契就是爱

浓郁香草巧克玛瑙
不觉中悄悄融化了
变成最幸福的味道

忘了烦恼可爱多好
不需要说什么
呼吸之间就尝到了你我
心电感应我看见
love’s in the air

丘比特苦恼唠叨的月老
缘份来了他们谁也管不了
就放手去爱
love is in the air

花开的很好风吹的很好
只要你在什么都好
爱的香味随空气飘

@ 8:52 AM

well.
time just past.
tmr is the start of the exam.
and wed will be the end of the exam.
and soon eh, byebye.

hj sms me after long lost time.
was sort of chatting over the sms.
well. it seems that there's gona be separation after that.
but whatever it is, we will still contact.
i hope so and i can't wait to see the girl this week if im meeting out with her.
:)

fri- my cousins,cousin-in-law,nephews came over to my house for CNY.
we got another ang pow lah.
but poor mom got to give out another 4.
:)

Sat-was studying the afternoon.
playing in the night.
cos i went to Clara 21st at coasta sands.
pardon me. i didn't took any photos.
but i was enjoying myself.
reach home at 1am plus.

Sun- went out to pray cos tiger and snake and don't know which somemore horoscope "fan tai sui"
and so "qiao", my cousins, cousins-in-law, aunt and uncle were there too.
and we got another ang pow.
nice one.
:)

and HAPPY 21ST BDAY TO CLARA!
:)

random post.

Saturday, February 24, 2007 @ 5:46 PM

my head hurts.
ouch.
:(

but hurt is hurt.
i still did this test to get my mind off the legal notes.
:(

My Personality


Neuroticism	64
Extraversion	72
Openness To Experience	70
Agreeableness	99
Conscientiousness	66

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kind of true.

Friday, February 23, 2007 @ 10:36 AM

<<专属天使>>

我不會怪你　對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽而妳纖細善良
怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖
妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光
我才看見它原來在前方

＊沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁
　妳是我的專屬天使　唯我能獨佔
　
＃沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
　擁有一個專屬天使　我哪裡還需要別的願望

小小的手掌　大大的力量
我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
妳想去的地方　就是我的方向
有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜

man, i haven upload all the photos yet.
shall do it after the exams.

it's just another 4 more days to exams.
5 more days to end of exams.
5 more days to have fun.
1 more week to find work.

oh my god.
time just pass too fast!
i don't want.

Thursday, February 22, 2007 @ 10:54 AM

kite flying. is like love.
you must know when to let go, when to release.
when you pull the strings too hard, the string will snap and break.
i heard from Radio.

days will pass fast.
treasure every minute, every seconds you have.
a smile can do wonders.
so don't feel sad to all people out there, learnt to count all your blessings.

go and eat my brunch le.
till then.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007 @ 2:12 PM

GONG XI FA CAI!
though i knew it should be on Sunday when i say this.
but cny there's 15 days.
so yeah?

Sat is the reunion dinner.
it starts at 6.45pm.
ends at 8.45pm
we TAN family surely knows how to eat.
see my size you will know.
anyway,we have fun eating all the foods.
:)
watched the countdown and stay up all the way till 4.30am on Sunday morning then i go and sleep.
woke up at 8.30am after that
then i went back to sleep again after i brush my teeth.
PRO HOR?

Chu Yi- as usualy, paternal visit.
cousin coming over to my house. so we left really late to my aunt's and uncles house.
cousin came, chat and laugh and watch TV.
then we bathed and went out at 5 plus.
went to my cousin house cos my aunt is there.
went there till 8 plus.
in between, we ate KFC(thanks to my cousin and cousin-in-law). who bought for my nieces and nephews.
and also, one of my niece,at that time, study lo. i knew the notes wrote. NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE. like wana show off. study at chu yi for what? i didn't. lol. but she so clever surely can de. at least got talk ma.hahs.
then we went to another aunt house.
then another cousin was at their house.
so cool eh?
play,eat,talk,
went back home at 10 plus.

Chu Er- this time round, cannot. i gota sleep at 11pm on chu yi, couldn't watch tv, cos i knew i would have to wake up at 7-8 plus.
cos going to maternal side.
then bravo. the whole family. except for my mom and dad who wokes up at 7-8, we the three pigs, slept till 10. we so cool?
we bathed quickly.
and then went out of the house at 10.30am..
went to aljunied to my uncle house, then my cousin,nieces and nephews were there. we exchange greetings and then, went to eat le.
after we ate finish, we went to bedok. for another round of eating.
no wonder cny is the day to get fat.
we waited for my aunt to arrive, but we were already snacking on the chocolates.
there's a lot of dishes.
and of course, yu sheng and shark fin also.
:)
hahs.
whoo lala.
my aunt, uncle, cousin, cousin in law, nieces and nephews all reach. ang pows given out. we "lao" yu sheng first.then we begin on the food.
man, i ate a lot that day.
we gamble. play blackjack, then one of my cousin-in-law gave me 10 bucks, ask me play for him. i was huh? i don't dare, even my mom ask me not to.
i only play 10 cents or 20 cents or 50 cents.
never 10 bucks.
just don't dare.
then he put for me, say win de is urs, lost de, is his.
in the end, really lost. he says never mind de.
WAH.
play eat.
watch DVD.
then at night we have steamboat.
heh.
told you i will get fat during cny.
:(
we enjoyed the day.

Chu San- we went to my cousin house in pasir ris. only me and my mom.
slack.
hahs.
eat and play.
then my cousin ask me to teach her daughter(my niece) chinese/piano.
har, cannot one de.

Today we went to crash NTU and NUS.
xiuxia dad drove me and carol and her there.
NUS, we were lost. after finding what central lib and what co-op
how am i going to know?
but, nice surrounding. but is like we climbing hill?
ask carol and xx, they will know.
we were out of our breath when we reach the admission office after we FINALLY found the co-op and central lib to get our things done.
but blur me, i put in my piano cert nice nice. then i suddenly realised got one grade i never put in for practical. heck lah.i also don't know why i put in when it's just pass, though only one distinction, 2 merit. =(
went to NTU after that. peng, really is from far east to far west lo.though there's transportation.
the admission office is up the hill.their faculty is also up on the hill.
drive we were already saying.
walk we must have complain.
but NTU is like chalet.
so many hostel. cool!!
and bigger then NUS. (that's what a lot of people says)
eh, like finally hand in all the things le.
phew.
though there's high possibilty that i wouldn't get in.
so now, i just pray.
but there's back up plan:
work for a year or so($$$), or enrol SIM or ACCA.
maybe. if not save enough to go overseas study(far-fetched)

well.
that's all for now folks.
:)

i go and sleep le.
cos wake up at 6.
:)

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 @ 4:36 PM

the world is round. not square.

i have fun the past few days. common questions asked and description of my relatives towards me.

"do you have a boyfriend?"-either i shake head or say no one wants me. hahs
"how old are you now?"-turning 21 in Aug
"oh my god, you put on weight eh?"- really arh?i think so too le.
"you have grown shorter?" -i also think so le.
"you going to univeristy?"-yes,if they want me.
"what you want to be?"-oh, what i want to be. i want to be. wait i think le, i will tell you.

oh my god.
i wonder point 3 and 4 is it true a not?
if not slimming centre and slimming pill, here i come.

shall update tomorrow about the CNY celebration.
now at cousin house.
feel like going swimming at her house downstairs.
hahs.
ok, till then.
:D

Sunday, February 18, 2007 @ 1:28 PM

Happy Chinese New Year.
lots of ang pows for everyone.
i will blog soon with PICS. i hope.

till then.

Friday, February 16, 2007 @ 10:57 PM

well.
it's the last day of school.
no more lects
no more tutorials
no more slacking and mugging.
no more taking exams.
no more complaining.
no more doing projects that will swell up ur head.
no more...

and hello to working world.
im not pinning up my hopes high on uni.
unless for SIM external degree programme(or whatever is that)

i think some of my friends dislike my attitude for the past few days.
i don't know what is wrong with me.
i remember that i have never ever been like tis before.
they don't concern about me anymore.
they think im alright.
but im not.
i can be happy and laughing tis minute.
the next minute i can be gloomy.
hahs. is this PMS zhen zhuan.
they can talk about anything under the sky.
but i can't.
cos i knew i couldn't be like them.
im being really realistic.
ah, world is so unfair.

even the closer one also don't bother about me.
or are they speaking behind me.
or maybe im being too sensitive.

reunion with friends is nice.
other than that was alright.

The breeze at the park was cooling.
at least it did makes me more calm.
:)

im at least very contented today though.
with the laughter of everyone.
wonder will there be a time again for this.
especially for Grace, whose have been making me laugh and suanning her all the way from e time we board the bus till all the way to the time when we were eating.
we went to Hans River to eat.
our reunion.
hm.

and im not upset anymore.
don't worry.
i shall go and tidy my 2 exam subject files.
then go and sleep.
tomorrow got NAPFA test.
actually i can don't take.
but i wana pass lah.
oh yah. what now?
and please don't RAIN!

mom and dad went for last minute cny shopping.
hahs.
and they are putting the money into the ang pow.
last minute?
nope.

how i wish time don't pass so fast sometimes.
but it seems difficult.
i want my wish to comes true.

will it?
i wish that now.

everyone enjoy the cny.
and hope those who can get angpows one.
get more and more!

till then.
tomorrow.

Thursday, February 15, 2007 @ 2:01 AM

IB results is out.

i don't dare to look at it.
if later, im going to see a F under admin number 0401023G.
i will not go for lecture.

well.
i couldn't sleep now.
cos
im hungry again.

i have spent $122 on the skirt and dress.
later on is heels and bags and accessories.
how much more can i spare?

well, till then.
:)

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 @ 9:37 AM

the front page of the new paper yesterday might have caught all people attention except for me.cos i think i don't bother to check out the headline on the front page.
but then, Ting was more alert to told me about the article on WANBAO yesterday, cause of the 2 photos inserted on the front page.
after i finish shopping and went back to Pasir Ris, immediately i bought the Wanbao.

Title:
Mom sue Daughter
wins case, loses daughter.

apparantly, in the case why you all are wondering why i would be so interested in the article.
because this article concern about Mdm Ong

in the lift back home, i read it before i entered my house, surely i was affected by it.

i don't have the ability to summarise the whole story(because my english summary was eh you know eh).here's the best i could go.

Mdm Hwang(Mdm Ong mom) sued her daughter(Mdm Ong) and her son-in-law(Mdm ong husband,Mr Tay) for more than 520k which is to be from the proceeds of the sale of the house in Telok Kurau. Mdm Ong died 3 days after receiving the court papers.

they sold the house due to the costly medical fee for cancer treatment. Mdm Ong was diagnosed with cervic cancer and after she won the battle, she was diagnosed with liver cancer. After receiving the court letters, her illness got worst and died of hypertension.

that's the best i could go.

but somehow or rather.
Did the mom because of wanting back part of the proceed of the sale shorten Mdm ong life span? in a result of us losing a nice and caring teacher? maybe it's all fate ba.

i still remember i tear when i woke up receieving the news. i still remember that my sis and me were talking about her the night before(because that day was the Speech day ceremony). i still remember all the chinese lessons and the choir practices. i still remember. . .
i think i should not go on anymore. im just feeling nostalgic.alright.

okay.
i went to orchard and marina square yesterday and bravo to DD.
i finally bought a dress and a skirt
now i only left my heels, bag and accessories.

Cny is this Sunday
Cny eve is this Sat.
i will be taking my Napfa test this sat.
hopefully at night i still have the energy.
:)

and im thankful for the grades so far.
hopefully IB wouldn't be that bad. hopefully.

and Happy V day to all couples.

well, i think that's all for now.

till then.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007 @ 7:32 AM

this is gather from ya fang blog.
hope she don't mind.

"in a marriage, there are three rings.engagement ring
marriage ring and suffering."

by their law tutor, Mr Maurice.

true?

got to go school.
bye.

Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 1:11 PM

CONGRATS
to JINGPING
for getting her class 3 license at ONE TRY!
bravo girl. i told you, you can de.
lolx.

anyway.
today we came to school for just 40mins.
and byebye.
now im in lab.

anyway, till then.

Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ 11:10 AM

aww. so sad.
i was watching youtube now.
seeing those videos for Hsu Weilun.
especially at the concert for her.
i was tearing.
but sigh. she's in the heaven happily being an angel.
we will miss her.

anyway. yesterday have IB test.
i already said is 60 MCQs.
:)
so happy!!
the paper was alright.
2 questions was repeated.
so eh, wonder is it because the lecturer never check?
but a lot of people did it before 1pm.
told you mcqs le.
hahs.
i left the lecture hall or should i say exam venue at about 12.20.
so hahs.
i think when i left the hall. only like 2 students left right?
don't know.

after that, we went out to bugis.
ate, crap with that GRACE!
hahs.
have fun luh.
went to whitesand by taking bus 12.
i bought a top at bugis though.
die lah.
i really haven buy CNY clothes.
better get it done later.
at whitesands, we ate and then went to downtown east and took pics.
the 6 of us were crazy already.
then it was home sweet home.
time pass too fast.
and i haven get the uni applications done yet.
sigh.
should i get it done soon?
lol.

alright.i go and have my lunch le.
till then.

Friday, February 09, 2007 @ 5:01 PM

Second post.
i think i was being KPO.
but i went to MOE webbie to check out the top students for O level.
i was wondering whether one of them would be my niece or nephew.
but i did saw their schools.
but i don't find their names.
but i think they would at least score 8 A1s
=x

then i scroll down all the way.
to see the schools with at least 1 student scoring 7 A1s or more.
click here
and i see Coral Secondary School there.
i think the student must have broke the records.
i don't remember any one scoring 7A1s yet.
cos i think i never seen my sec school name in the name list.
bravo to him/her.
*claps hands*

okay.
enough crap.
i go and study my IB le.

@ 9:44 AM

Best of LUCK to my sister and her friends.
my nieces and nephew for their O LEVEL result at 2.30pm later on.
i bet everyone is having jitters now.
hahs.
but my niece and nephew from my dad side.
shouldn't be a prob ba, since both of them are in TOP schools!
as well as in TOP JCs now.
if i come home and find they are 7 pointers, or 6.
i will knock my head onto the wall.
hahs

i can't believe time pass so fast.
tomorrow there's IB test.
and yet, im nowhere near revision.
don't know why.
and it's 60 MCQs.
never in my life i sat for one paper there's so many MCQs.

and i haven get clothes for CNY.
i feel so dead.
while i go happily shopping.
i couldn't find what i wanted.
WHY?
ahhh.
or am i not going to have new clothes for CNY!

whatever.

got to go and bath to go school.

good luck once again.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007 @ 11:43 PM

i think i overstress myself.
im getting more and more hungry easily
especially at night
what is wrong?

now im craving for hor fun and cheesecake.

who can help me buy?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @ 2:52 PM

it's too realistic.
i hate it.
i dislike it.

crying away-

@ 12:27 AM

bravo to me.
i survive yesterday.
feeling so horrible.
terrible.
despite sleeping for 1 hour plus.
i still feel energetic.
yeah, right?

i went to school sleepy.
woke up prepare.
dress up.
wear contact lens
pack bag.
throw things.
then to school for presentation.

:(

had a lecture by the tutor cos of some incident.
then we were sort of dejected.
but we pick oursleves up during the presentation.
and after the presentation is the Question and Answer section.
i think i totally screw up the presentation.
argh, whatever.

after that, went to lab and slack.
cos carol and jp were doing their legal aspect of business project.
i was so sleepy.
then after wanhui handed in, i went back home with her. cos she drove to school.
then, me and carol went back along with her.
thanks a lot girl
:)
and i need to get back home. to change and also to take my wallet.
i didn't bring my wallet to school!!
argh. feel like slapping myself.
think too rush le.
then i went to cook maggie mee for lunch
and back to school for 2pm tutorial.

after which we went to hand in our appraisal for the POE.
have a chat with the tutor.
yeah.

finally feel so light-hearted

i can't believe that three years so fast.
just 3 more weeks and that's it.
im going to graduate.
it's like 2004 when im going to turn 18, i entered into TP, then suddenly, 3 years just pass and in like 6 months plus time, im turning 21.
i know people is asking me, are you applying for "uni"
i wanted.
but i.think.i.wouldn't.be.accepted.
i got this negative thinking.don't know why. but i think this negative feeling is more positive.
but. i think i will still apply.
but if possible, can someone drop me money to let me go overseas?

whatever.
i hope i can get into NTU.
:(
if not.
i.don't.know.what.i.want.to.do.

i never think 3 years just pass so fast.
and im really lazy to do the applications too.

whatever.

think i don't know what i am writing now.
i need to think about the future.

arghh.
i wana be back small and young. where no troubles.
no worries.

tears are flowing now.
whatever.
emo you can called it.

i need a tight hug.
who can give me one?

Monday, February 05, 2007 @ 3:51 AM

second post.
i only have about 1 hour plus sleep left before i need to wake up.
arghh.

time just past too fast.
i don't want.
:(

@ 1:54 AM

sigh.
-freedom- by Hsu WeiLun

anyway, congrats to Singapore.
for winning the Asean Football Championship
:)
then Daren for Superstar

well.
i think Singapore wireless is quite good.
i think i can go to downtown east more frequent to get to use internet.
hahs.
no lah.
just kidding
back to presentation.
:)

Sunday, February 04, 2007 @ 3:32 PM

now is final lap.
tomrrow.
final lap.
last presentation.
last formal wear in TP(except graduation i think)

whatever.
i go and do the ppt slides le.
:(

i feel so awful now.
feel like crying like mad
boo hoo

Saturday, February 03, 2007 @ 10:37 AM

it's all fated.

fated that we wouldn't be able to hand in the projects?

i really seriously don't know where goes wrong now.

Friday, February 02, 2007 @ 4:23 AM

it's 4.23am now.
and im not asleep yet
im still rushing project.
in an hour and half time, my mom is going to wake up soon.
then i will then go and sleep

i can't wait for 5pm to come soon.
:(

till then.